tiffy wants to go home.

12 weeks ago on this day, i was back in kuching.

10 weeks ago, i emailed a few of you when i got back to perth.

i told you guys that i would be back in kuching again after 10 weeks.

the 10 weeks have past and the once long awaited moment is finally here.

yes, i would be going back to kuching tomorrow afternoon if i had not:

1. canceled my ticket.
2. flunked math.
3. overspent my money.

urgh. who would have thought i would not be going back this break?

definitely not me.

i am so homesick. i want to go home.

i wish i can be spoilt and cry and beg my parents to let me go home.

ahhh, i know i am spoilt and i know i will be able to pack my bags and go home if i cry, beg and persuade them enough.

but i can't.

i feel guilty of flunking math and not spending within my budget.

so i guess i'll only see you all in dec.

i've booked my flight already but i aint gonna tell you guys the date.

surprise surprise.

argh. i want to go home.

so badly.

so so so badly.

you can lock me in my room back home for the whole break for all i care.

i just want to go home thats all.

i miss everything about kuching.

the weather, the food, the people, the atmosphere, the ambience.

let me go home please?

please please please?

i beg you.

:(